I guess I'm 24 now. 25 if I were in Korea.

Couple of things first:
- I can't believe my brother's getting married before 2011 hits. So surreal.
- I can't believe I'm gonna be one of the bridesmaids already... first time for everything
- I can't believe I still look like I'm 13.

Now I got all of my "I can't believe's" out of the way, onto deeper things. No, not really...

This year has been... hard. Definitely a humbling, humbling, year... I guess I must have been prideful beyond my imagination to feel THIS humbled and to know that I still have a bit more pride in me.

God has been so active in my life that my heart can't take it and my eyes need some time off from being so puffy! It's now 2010 and I can say that God loves me unconditionally and with great depth.

My new goal in life is to be forgiving.

I'm the best sinner alive. I sin left and right. front and back. No lie. I have no idea how I do it... But what's even more amazing is the transforming heart that God is molding after each event of sin. HOW forgiving is he! If he can forgive me for what I'VE done, how can I not forgive others for the smallest things they've done?

Maybe... just maybe I've grown a bit. I may look like I'm 13 years old... but have been touched by God for 24 years...